It's Wednesday, April 15th and I'm in a funk. I should be on my way to work, should be cleaning up the cat mess next to the litterbox, mind you, not IN the litter box. I should be celebrating the return of my favorite kitty, after a five day disappearing act. I should be folding my son's laundry so that he can take some clothes to keep at his Dad's place. I should be doing many things, but instead, I'm sitting here, typing on this contraption, in a funk.
I have only one important item on my agenda for today. I must do my personal tax return. I finished the corporate return on Monday, went to a client's yesterday, need to do my own return today and it makes me sick to my stomach. The benefits of a successful year, which one enjoys 364 days prior, which enables on to pay the mortgage timely, put the kid through college, buy braces and bicycles and all of the other billions of benefits, fade on tax day, even for a bleeding heart liberal democrat such as I.
All I want to do today is crawl back into bed, pull the covers over my head, wake up tomorrow with today behind me. It doesnt' work that way, of course. What I don't do today will haunt me tomorrow.
Off to work. Push the pencil. Find the flow. Live in the moment. Enjoy the bounty, let the universe have her way with me.